Thank You Jesus!

I just came back from a late night out with church friends. My body is tired but I don't feel like sleeping yet..besides, I've got to write down this significant point in my life that happened today! Or technically, yesterday haha.

Today's cell was about the Holy Spirit. Pastor Joyce joined in to clarify doubts and bring truth and understanding pertaining to questions related to the Holy Spirit. Really learnt a lot.

And then! We went into a time of prayer and speaking in tongues. Then after a while, Pastor Joyce came up to me and prayed. She prophecied what God wants/wanted to speak to me about, which spoke right to my heart. God, You say to me today that you know the condition of my heart and You have set apart a set of gifts that are for me in this kingdom and I need to step out and just receive them and use them! I need to remove all doubt. Stop grieving the Holy Spirit! Quench the Holy Spirit no longer. You are saying to me and have said to me that You see my desires (to please You)!

Now I know that You do not see my sins at all, neither do You see my inadequacies, but YOU SEE MY DESIRES. YOU CAN SEE MY DESIRES. Oh what forgiveness you have shown to me. What a wonderful sight You see in me! What a wonderful light you see me in. Thank you God. Now I have no worries in trying out for a leader, knowing that You believe I am more than enough for You.

Then my cell leader came to pray for me, telling me that he saw a vision of a wall. So high and so impenetrable. God says He will make/mould me into this wall! With strong foundation and impenetrable medium. Thank You Jesus. Such a promise and big plans You have for me:)

After receiving and experiencing such unexpected spiritual blessings from pastor J and my cell leader, I am spurred on to be that voice of God too and show others that He is God. I wanna be continually filled with the Holy Spirit. To keep praying and interceding. I wanna count on God..

Actually

Hello this is a realization that i've been having recently but never thought of blogging it. But now I thought of it haha so here it is!

To put it simply, I think we need to rise up. Not necessarily as leaders, but leaders in our own right. To care for people and always ask how they are,... That kind of thing. I wanna be an available avenue for ppl. Someone who listens and ask how they are. To listen..

Cos not everything is about us...u never know who beside u is in need of a listening ear,who is doubtful in their walk with God, who needs some encouraging advice, who needs a testimony, who needs someone to complain to...

It's not uncommon to find such people and this possibility is driving me to want to be that listening ear. We might not know what's happening in our friend's lives(be it good or bad) if we don't ask how are they. If we don't ask about them. We cannot just look to improve our relationship with God. We need to help others do that too.

In the Bible, Galatians chapter 6 verse 2 says “Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ.” in a sense, this verse talks about what ive been saying so far:)

Near...far...wherever u are~

This post has no link whatsoever haha. I'm kinda proud of this photo cos I managed to take this 'artistic' shot by adjusting the focus hehehe. It automatically not focuses on the further things when I make it focus on the ear pieces, which are near. iPhone!:) and recently got a blogger app! Will be easier to blog. So that's all. Byeee

One step at a time!

Today as I was working at my part-time job, somewhere during the evening, I felt tired in my soul. Kind of a slight weariness and I was wondering why...since I had my Time Alone with God (TAWG) yesterday already, I didnt understand why I still felt tired. Then I was reminded that this is what TAWG/the Word of God is about. We are supposed to spend TAWG everyday precisely because we need constant purification/correcting/strengthening...ya.

On another note, I just got into a little snapping with my sister just now. Hmph why is it almost always too late when I realise I need to stop? Thank God for Janice&Sonia from youtube whom I listened to and subsided in anger..Hmm but still thank God for making me realise to stop before it got to a quarrel..umm thank You God that she stopped too. thank You, I saw that.

Missions night! excited..