I just came back from a late night out with church friends. My body is tired but I don't feel like sleeping yet..besides, I've got to write down this significant point in my life that happened today! Or technically, yesterday haha.
Today's cell was about the Holy Spirit. Pastor Joyce joined in to clarify doubts and bring truth and understanding pertaining to questions related to the Holy Spirit. Really learnt a lot.
And then! We went into a time of prayer and speaking in tongues. Then after a while, Pastor Joyce came up to me and prayed. She prophecied what God wants/wanted to speak to me about, which spoke right to my heart. God, You say to me today that you know the condition of my heart and You have set apart a set of gifts that are for me in this kingdom and I need to step out and just receive them and use them! I need to remove all doubt. Stop grieving the Holy Spirit! Quench the Holy Spirit no longer. You are saying to me and have said to me that You see my desires (to please You)!
Now I know that You do not see my sins at all, neither do You see my inadequacies, but YOU SEE MY DESIRES. YOU CAN SEE MY DESIRES. Oh what forgiveness you have shown to me. What a wonderful sight You see in me! What a wonderful light you see me in. Thank you God. Now I have no worries in trying out for a leader, knowing that You believe I am more than enough for You.
Then my cell leader came to pray for me, telling me that he saw a vision of a wall. So high and so impenetrable. God says He will make/mould me into this wall! With strong foundation and impenetrable medium. Thank You Jesus. Such a promise and big plans You have for me:)
After receiving and experiencing such unexpected spiritual blessings from pastor J and my cell leader, I am spurred on to be that voice of God too and show others that He is God. I wanna be continually filled with the Holy Spirit. To keep praying and interceding. I wanna count on God..
